Today I was supposed to tell him this:
" Dear P, you have the biggest and meanest laugh i have ever heard. It is so hearty. Yet, everytime I am around you, I feel that you have this sorrow. It makes me want to reach out to you and give you a very big hug. It makes me want to make it better for you. From the very first day.
Maybe God said I should be your angel. Maybe 2 weeks of hugging will cure your sorrow. Maybe just 2 weeks with me."
Course, how do you say something like that? Course I was way too tongue tied. Course upon one sway vibe, i was convinced enough to regress.
Sigh. Too fuckin chicken shit to live.
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